
The last incident that happened caused me a black eye which I had to be admitted to hospital. I had bruises all over my body, and my kids witness the whole thing. I also found out he had another child on the way. I realized there was only one thing left this man could do to me at this point, which was kill me cause he had done everything else. As I looked in the mirror everyday and the pictures that were taken that day I decided to walk away from that addiction (him), and focus on me and my girls. The next couple of days, I cried. The way things went between us happen so much I started to become numb, and I thought that maybe this is what love felt like. Then one day I talked to my pastor, and she said "the Lord tried to remove you from the situation, some many times, but because I kept going back, he kept allowing my to go through it over and over until I learned the lesson." It has been months, and I feel better now than I have in the past 3 years. I'm currently enrolled in school to further my education. I have an amazing support system family, friends and coworkers. I thank God daily for another chance at life, because it could have been worse.
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