Seeking God For Everything: After The Loss of My Rainbow Baby


 On March 15, 1999, I was blessed with a 7.5 baby girl. A year prior I had suffered a miscarriage. My rainbow baby was born and immediately a void that I had felt for years was completed. God loaned me the precious little one for 16 months. 



July 20, 2000 I received a phone call to go to the hospital. As I rushed to the hospital not knowing what to expect. We all sat in the family room awaiting the news that would forever change my life. As the state trooper walked in and as he spoke of every individual that was involved in the car accident. He then asked who was the mother of the young child, he kneeled down to his knees and as he told me my child did not survive the fatal accident my life changed. I could no longer hear, I could no longer feel, I couldn’t imagine my life without my one and only child at the time. The loss of my child cut deeper than any hurt. Still to this day my heart is heavy. People say don’t question God. I believe God is a God of answers. I believe you should seek God for everything. God is a comforter in the time of need. If you are a true believer God will give you the healing you need.


“Keep on asking, and you will receive what you ask for. Keep on seeking, and you will find. Keep on knocking, and the door will be opened to you.”
‭‭Matthew‬ ‭7:7‬ ‭NLT‬‬

Always make sure your child or children are properly secured in the car seat and seatbelt. If the ride is 1 sec buckle up!

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